Sarah Lazowski

Jaded Nightmares Sarah Lazowski

The woman in this book tries desperately to make her nightmares and visions stop so that she can live a normal life, whatever that is. She fears for her sanity and her life, only wanting these nightmares to end. She hopes by telling the stories of all the things she sees and lives through while meditating and dreaming, that things will change and she can move on with her life.  
The question is, will she live long enough to be able to accomplish what she set out to do? 
Jaded Nightmares is a novel made up of short stories that tie into each other in a small way. 
 
Excerpt: As I walk through the jaded glass of my past it reminds me of all of the cuts I have endured and how much pain the past has caused me. I try to forget I try to move on. I say the past is the past Live. Learn. Move on, but the past is haunting my dreams and tearing at my soul. How do you stop the hounds of hell in your dreams??? Make it stop, make them go away. I need to sleep to heal and not feel this pain. I want to run and hide, no more pain I beg the night I want to feel pleasure not pain. The voice in my dreams whispered there is always pain in pleasure and pleasure in pain.